Do not stand at my grave and weep,
I am not there, I do not sleep.
I am in a thousand winds that blow,
I am the softly falling snow.
I am the gentle showers of rain,
I am the fields of ripening grain.
I am in the morning hush,
I am in the graceful rush
Of beautiful birds in circling flight,
I am the starshine of the night.
I am in the flowers that bloom,
I am in a quiet room.
I am in the birds that sing,
I am in each lovely thing.
Do not stand at my grave and cry,
I am not there. I do not die.
—my favorite poem EVER. Mary Elizabeth Frye
i want these glasses sooo bad. i know it’s a little cliche of me to want ray ban glasses. maybe, if i remember to, i’ll go to a thrift store and find glasses that look just like that but not as high priced and just get lenses put in them. because as of right now, my current glasses do not have a strong enough prescription for me to wear anywhere. I can’t even drive in them. so i want big dorky glasses. so i can look like a dork. because i am one.
plus, i have a fungus on my finger from when my nail fell off in may. and someone had the nerve to tell me that it was a fungus yesterday. and it’s been there for about a month. so i might have to go to a doctor. i hate doctors. i hate waiting rooms, and usually there’s nothing wrong with me. so that’s why i hate them. so i guess i’m going to have a retarded fingernail forever. yay.
dreams
there’s a jersey shore marathon on. and i’ve been sleeping pretty much all day. you know when you fall asleep in front of the tv and what’s going on in the show ends up in your dreams? yup that’s been happening to me for a couple of hours. i can’t really remember any of them. but i know they were weird. and speaking of dreams, i still need to see inception. hopefully it will mess with my head. i like movies that make me think.
okay, see that girls right hand? that little cat?
I WANT A TAT LIKE THAT SO BAD. not on my fingers. but i want a little kitty like that somewhere on me. I LOVE KITTIES :)
i also want another tat that says “live free or die” my dad got a shirt in new hampshire (apparently it’s their state motto) and i’ve loved that shirt ever since. it’s my favorite shirt of his. and i know when i look at it i’ll always think of my dad. we’ve always had a weird relationship. most of the time i hate him, but then there’s times when we click so well and when we do click it makes me really happy.
i think that’s my next tattoo :)
i need an outlet
as of right now, i’m not too particularly happy with the way my life is going. so i’m gonna try to update this as much as possible, maybe get all my feelings sorted out through here?
i really like the way this website is designed. so cute :)
I watched this movie last night, and it has by far been the best movie I have seen in awhile. Even though it’s totally unrealistic and nothing like my high school, I love the messages. AND, three people from Degrassi are in it. This scene is funny, BUT, my favorite quote is:
“I mean you could’ve been born a single cell organism on the planet Zortex. In fact, given the odds, it’s probably more likely, but you weren’t. You we’re born a human being. And not just any human being in the history of human beings, but a human being that gets to be alive today. That gets to listen to all kinds of music, that gets to eat food from every culture, that gets to download porn off the internet. So really, you have everything to live for”
It certainly made me feel a million times better.
last one for tonight, promise.
lady gaga is such a huge inspiration to me. i love how she doesn’t put up with anyone’s shit, dresses like a complete freak and people worship her for it. i fucking worship her. her dedication to her music and loyalty to her fans makes me want to be a better person. PLUS, the fame monster?
yes please.
Driving down Bertrand today, a girl is sitting outside on her porch with a fat animal.
Me: “Oh that’s such a cute doggie”
” “: “…oh wait that’s a cat! IT’S SO CUTEE.”… I’m really addicted to updating this thing.
I’ve had this song stuck in my head since last nighttt. Oh luda, there is just something about your sweet sweet rhymes, it gets me every time
